Should I let my babies father see his 5 Month old son?

As hard as it is, I think this should be on your own. That baby deserves a better father. After you better yourself by studying and moving on with your life, you will find a guy who loves the both of you & will not mind changing his diaper or taking him for a little so you can get alone time. You will be a better person if you make it through this. You will be stronger & more independent. GOOD LUCK!